Monday, February 16, 2009

If Laurell K. Hamilton can do it, why can't I?

Again, one of my fav authors. She is rather prolific. I like that. I have fits and spurts of creative 'genius' that I am working on fixing. My main problem is that I've never been a 'schedule' sort of person. I know it would fix a lot of my issues, but I've never been one to force myself to a set schedule. My inner child(?) rebels at the thought of going to bed every night at 10:30 and getting up at 6:30. It would rather I push until the last possible minute to stay awake and then snuggle under the covers for as long as I can until I HAVE to get up. I usually wake up tired and underwhelmed in the motivation department. I have no kids and no one to rely on me except the cat and she's pretty forgiving.

I don't even have the party excuse. I'm not a drinker (read pathetic light-weight here) and other than sinus meds and aspirin for sore muscles and the occasional headache, stay away from drugs. Never anything illegal. But it's like my body is stuck in 5-year-old mode.  But my day job varies things too. Sometimes there are meetings after work that have no end time, paperwork that piles up, phone calls that I have to make or emergencies that pop up and have to be taken care of. I can usually be home between 5 and 5:30 thru the week but it's never for sure. Then there are the exercise classes that my buddy and I take on Tues and Thurs. Hurry and rush there again. Gotta get my walk in sometime in the evening as well. That takes anywhere from 30-60 minutes depending on how bad the day has been. By the time I get through prep for the next day and wade through my email, I have little brain left for my characters, even though they have been snapping and grumpy in my mind all day.

I hate mornings. I love the solitude of them, though. I have to think of some reward or something for getting up and writing first thing in the morning. It will mean getting up at 5 am just to get a decent chunk of time, but hey. I need to suck it up princess and just do it. I will feel better.

LKH Blog

Monday, November 24, 2008

SCRABBLE® Blast - Sympatico / MSN Games - Free Online Games

I suck at games. The ones I played growing up were mostly by myself. And no, don't go there, that wasn't what I meant. It was like when my cousin and I played Barbies. She would spend hours setting up her house, finding ash trays to turn into decorative pools in the salon of her doll's house and making chairs and tables out of jewellery boxes and ornaments, covering them with 'table clothes' made out of tissues, linens and scraps of materials.

I, on the other hand, had to wait hours for her. So my Barbie often went on adventures into the Green Tub sea or flying through space and time on the vacuum starship. She's an interior designer, I'm a writer, go figure.

And I suck at games, which is what brings me to the topic of my post, my newest obsession. Scrabble blast. Being a writer, I should rock at this, right? Nope, sorry to dash your hopes but this is laughable with me there. Still, every expert started as a beginner, right?

Finnegan begin again. Here I go...

SCRABBLE® Blast - Sympatico / MSN Games - Free Online Games

Sunday, November 23, 2008

TWILIGHT - The Official Movie Site - IN THEATERS 11.21.08

Okay, so I admit. I am a movie hound. I love the whole thing, going to the theatre, the big screen, the magic of the mass mind that makes everything bigger, faster, more exciting, more romantic. I miss it. Horribly.

The theatre up here is about 2-3 months behind the cities. Or even my hometown of 4000 people. And it isn't in the best of places either. I'm afraid to go there alone when I used to go to the movies all by myself all the time. I guess them's the breaks.

But I'm excited to see this movie. The truck is exactly as I pictured it. Bella is exactly who I pictured her to be. I didn't really see Edward clearly, but he moves exactly as I saw in my head. And now here's the confession. I haven't been able to get through the book. I've tried several times and I love vampire books. I love the thought of soul mates. I love the concept of this story. But I can't see the book in my head.

So I really REALLY want to see this movie. Hope it comes North soon.

TWILIGHT - The Official Movie Site - IN THEATERS 11.21.08

Sunday, October 12, 2008

iB::Topic::NaNo User Names

I'm not dead...just hibernating. I have no excuses. I just disappear from cyberworld every once in a while. I'm not an overly social person. This is something I wish to change...but it takes time.

For those of you concern, When All Else Fails has morphed into Hell Cat. The title seems more fitting, especially in light of certain aspects hitting the Havens family at the end of book 2. Yes, we have Jackson's siblings making an appearance. Twin sibs and non identical. They have their own issues to deal with and their own file to delve into when it comes time.

For those of you who read this, do you nano? I'll be there as Blenky. Look me up! I can't wait to meet you all. Ta for now.

iB::Topic::NaNo User Names

Monday, August 18, 2008

Stuck in the rut

I love this woman's blog. She is just so damned honest and blunt. I like it. I'm stuck. I'm blocked, I can't write about Aislyn any more right now. So I should take a break from it but I can't because I have to get the damn thing DONE!

Stuck in a rut.

The rut being fear that this time, it won't be good enough. This time, I will be told no. This time, someone will call me as the poser that I am, that I feel like. It stems from this whole notion I have of work. If I don't have sweat to show for it, if i'm not going balls-to-the-wall full-out, make-it-or-break-it physical or totally exhausted at the end of the day, then I'm not working. Sitting in a chair all day and just writing is damned near lazy for me! I don't know what to think half the time. I'm wonky in the head. I know that everyone doesn't do that everyday. Oh my giddy Aunt, what am I going to do with myself?

Yasmine Galenorn: Life on the Fringe

Monday, July 28, 2008

Yasmine Galenorn and Galenorn En/Visions

My new reading obsession. I have all 4 sisters of the moon books. I have gotten to go through one. I am halfway finished my novel's 3rd draft. I hope I have fixed the majority of the plot problems.

I wish I could be more coherent right now, but I just got back from the gym. 1/2 an hour on the bike, 15-20 minutes on the weights (arms and upper body focus today) then 9 laps in the pool. And I still have my ab work to do.

On a plus, today I get my cards read by Tarot by Arwen! I'm excited. I will let you know how it all goes tomorrow! And I got my word count in today! I might even get brave and try to push it, if the thunder and lightning stay away.

Yasmine Galenorn and Galenorn En/Visions

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Witchblade: Coming to Theatres

Okay, HUGE fan of this!*Does Snoopy Dance of Joy!!!!!!!*

Glad it's coming out again! I've already ordered the tv series.

That is all.

Witchblade: Coming to Theatres